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Passover and Counting the Omer
Liberating and Elevating the Natural Soul
By Yechezkel Gold
Freedom from bondage marked the beginning of Judaism, and
Passover
therefore remains the foundation of our faith. Even in reciting
kiddush over
wine on the Sabbath, we mention the exodus from Egypt. Jews
have fought
tenaciously throughout the ages of diaspora to preserve their
religious
freedom. This freedom has always found vigorous expression
within the
indomitable Jewish spirit and insistence on truth, creative
intellectual rigor and
iconoclastic independence. This is consistent with the notion
that the exodus
from Egypt granted Israel eternal freedom, collectively and
individually. It is
the ability to rise above circumstances to achieve reality
beyond.
In the last three hundred years, liberty has become an
increasingly compelling
and influential idea in Western culture and history, too. Unlike
in Judaism, its
expression has been to destroy the old ways, often with
exaggerated, not
necessarily desirable results. We understand that freedom means
casting aside
constraints. In Judaism, however, liberation has not meant
discarding the old.
Freedom only heightens a Jew's love and devotion to Torah and
Mitzvot.
The Torah's notion of liberty must be different from what modern
Western
culture has espoused. Let us explore how it differs.
Rabbi Shalom Dov Ber Schneersohn, known as the Rebbe Rashab,
related a
parable of a wagon conveying a group of wise men from one city
to another.
On the way, the wise men conversed about Torah matters, each
deep in
thought. The wagon driver, too, immersed in his own thoughts,
which focused
on arriving speedily at their destination where he would receive
payment. He
pondered how he would spend the coins he would get for his work.
Also the
horse pulling the wagon had his mind bent on arriving, where he
would receive
his oats and fodder.
The thoughts of the wagon driver and horse, said the Rebbe
Rashab, had no
influence on the wisdom of the thoughts and speech of the wise
men.
The Rebbe Rashab's point in this parable is subtle and quite
elusive. Although
the horse pulling the passengers and heavy wagon did the main
work here, the
thoughts of the wise men remained pure and lofty.
So what?
Human reality, as in the parable, contains elements of Divine
wisdom, i.e.
Torah, of human thoughts for personal gain and advancement, and
of frankly
natural thoughts and impulses for satisfaction. Indeed, every
person was
created with all three tendencies, and each of these various
energies has a vital
role in our lives.
The natural soul, represented by the horse in the parable,
connects us to the
physical domain. These include not only breathing, eating and
the like, but
more generally, any involvement whose primary goal is to benefit
the
individual. The natural soul is selfish. When it is enlightened,
the natural soul
functions to benefit itself through the selfish rewards of Torah
life.
The wagon driver is human. People are distinguished from animals
by the
primacy of spirituality and soul, and their expression through
reason. The
analogous level within the individual, then, seeks fulfillment
through spirit. This
level of soul yearns for contact with God, praying with passion
and poring
over Torah to gain true, spiritual satisfaction, as King David
wrote (Psalms
119): "I rejoice over your utterances as one who finds abundant
booty".
Perhaps intermediate between this type of energy and that of the
natural soul
is the search for the joy, harmony, stability, beauty and
balance provided by
Torah life.
The third level, represented by the wise men, is Divine service
for the sake of
Heaven, with no selfish motivation. It focuses on selflessly
fulfilling God's will,
living His will. This is the highest level represented in the
parable, and it is
achieved through renunciation of selfishness in favor of God's
will. Only then
does one attain genuine wisdom, viewing Torah, which is the
essence of life,
and living all of life truly and objectively.
At this level, the human becomes the vehicle for the Divine,
similar to the
forefathers Avraham, Yitzchok and Yaakov, who themselves were
the chariot
of God. The Divine, here, is also represented in quasi-human
form, as the
verse states (Ezekiel 1): "...and on the image of the throne is
the image of the
appearance of man upon it above." This is part of the
significance of the
Cabalistic doctrine that the Torah has 248 positive and 365
negative
commands, corresponding respectively to the limbs and sinews of
man. That
is, through self-transcendence, the wise men give expression to
the Divinely
conceived ideal of man "on the throne", reflecting a Godly,
rather than human,
perspective. This is true liberation.
In Cabalistic terms, through ascending to the level Malchut,
(the lowest of the
ten levels of Divine emanation) accepting the yoke of Heaven
through fear of
Heaven, one gives expression to God's realm, known as Atzilut
(the highest
level of divine emanation) and as the Supernal Man (who is on
the throne).
Malchut itself is in Atzilut, above man's realm which is the
creation.
Nevertheless, Malchut also mediates between the two realms.
Man's
attaining the level of Malchut "opens the outer gate" of the
King's palace.
Attaining Malchut entails self sacrifice, going beyond the
normal limits of
humanity, to a Godly realm not bound by mundane considerations.
Only by
foregoing the normal, secure yet artificial trappings of
conventional existence
can a person really ascend to become an instrument of the
Divine. This is the
eternal spiritual significance of the exodus.
For this reason, Atzilut, though it is a domain with ten Divine
emanations,
each with a distinct character, is considered to be within the
realm of the
Infinite. Self transcendence reflects the Infinite. By achieving
Malchut, a
human being gains contact with the Infinite, the ultimate of
freedom. This is the
level represented by the wise men's Torah thoughts and words in
the Rebbe
Rashab's parable.
Becoming an instrument for expressing eternity within temporal,
secular
creation requires tremendous energy. The Godly soul, eminently
reasonable,
objective and stable, is connected to Godliness, but lacks the
energy to
extend the boundaries of the Divine to the temporal creation.
This extension of
the Divine realm is represented by the journey in the Rebbe
Rashab's parable.
If the Godly soul had this requisite energy, then temporal
reality would not
exist separately from the Godly realm, Atzilut: it would be
subsumed within
the Divine realm. But to extend the Divine down to the temporal
requires
additional energy, beyond what is already contained in Atzilut.
The potential
source of that energy is in the sparks of sanctity fallen from
the shattered
realm of Tohu, (as will be explained shortly) found in the
natural soul.
Atzilut is the domain of unity. Its character, reflected in the
Godly soul, is
love, respect and connectedness to all, harmony and
tranquillity, joy and
peace. Its light is the light of Torah, the objective ideal.
Because Atzilut is a
state of repose and respect, it is stable, orderly and, like
intellect, causes no
changes, merely connecting with things as they are. It is
reflected in the
restfulness of the daytime of the holy Sabbath. It adds nothing
to its own
perfection.
The created, temporal, secular domain, however, is the realm of
separateness.
Things exist disjointedly, seemingly independently, without
regard to each
other. This state of affairs was engendered by an energy which
was too great
to be contained within the order of Atzilut. The domain in which
that energy
originated is called Tohu, and because it could not be
contained, it shattered.
Thus, though Tohu is a higher and "more" Godly domain than
Atzilut,
shattering lead to creation of a lower domain. In shattering,
the Godly content
and energy of Tohu flew inaccessibly upward, and the near-empty
and nearly
meaningless husks of the original reality through which this
tremendous energy
was formerly expressed formed the created, lower worlds. There
remained,
though, some sparks of sanctity imprisoned within the husks, and
this is the
energy within the natural soul which has the power to extend the
domain of
Atzilut into the temporal creation.
Thus, consistent with the energy of its origin which could not
be contained
even by Atzilut, the natural soul is selfish and tends to
disregard others. Also,
not fettered by the sense of unity, objectivity and concomitant
multitude of
considerations which characterize the Godly soul, the natural
soul is
tremendously energetic and whole hearted. Thus, the Talmud
relates that the
prominent sage, Raish Lakish, was originally a robber who leaped
over a river
to rob Rabbi Yochanan. However, Rabbi Yochanan proposed that
Raish
Lakish use his prodigious energies for Torah, and when Raish
Lakish
accepted his proposal, he found himself no longer able to leap
across the
river. The cherishing, stabilizing perspective of Torah had
already begun to
contain the strident, uncompromising energy of his animal soul.
The tremendous energies of the natural soul have the capacity to
rend the
integrity of the Godly soul. When this liberated energy is
improperly directed,
i.e., when one sins, the result is further shattering. Thereby,
the energies are
more deeply embedded within the husks, causing iniquity,
imbalance, and
hopelessness. The joyful revelation of the Divine is temporarily
suppressed
until one sincerely repents. However, when the energies of the
sparks of Tohu
are liberated through employing them in Divine service, the
Godly realm
expands, becoming accessible even to us in the temporal
creation.
This expansion of Atzilut, of course, specifically regards the
energies and
expression of this spark of sanctity which was previously hidden
and
incarcerated within the natural soul and now is elevated to
become a vehicle
for the Godly. That is, the liberated natural soul's
unreasoning, whole-hearted
intensity contains the potential to ascend to Godly thoughts and
acts.
To term the ascent from mundane selfishness to enlightened, Godly acts
consistent with Torah a liberation may seem surprising. In Western
conceptions, the notion of liberty has been associated with respect and
indulgence of the individual and his selfish needs and desires - and I
do not mean this condescendingly. Perhaps elucidating a passage from the
morning prayers can illustrate the Jewish perspective on liberation.
After "Borechu" comes the benediction: "Yotzer Ohr". Here, we first
praise God as "O King, who alone was exalted from yore, praised,
glorified and extolled from days of the world." Rebbe Rashab discerns
the level of Keter, the Crown, in this passage, and two aspects of that
crown. First, God the King is called "alone". This is the level of true,
absolute freedom, eternally exalted above any external considerations.
Second, the reflection of that level of absolute freedom, the King is
"glorified... from the days of the world". This is glorification from,
meaning above, the days of the world. It depicts the King as above the
creation, but nevertheless relating to it, i.e. as omnipotent,
omniscient, etc. so that relating to creation does not change or detract
from the King at all.
The passage continues by relating that God creates ministers, His
angels, "all of whom stand in the heights of the universe and proclaim
with awe in unison aloud the living God and everlasting King. All of
them are beloved, pure and mighty, and all of them in dread and awe do
the will of their Master...."
We understand that creation of these ministering angels ultimately
reflects the level of absolute freedom described above. These angels are
the commandments, each of which proclaim the awesome majesty,
magnificence and great goodness of their Creator. Expressing this
absolute goodness within the created realms is the expression of God's
absolute freedom and goodness.
Further in this passage, we learn that all the ministering angels "take
upon themselves the yoke of the kingdom of heaven one from the other,
and give sanction to one another to hallow their Creator; in tranquil
joy of spirit, with pure speech and holy melody, they all respond in
unison, and exclaim with awe: 'Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of Hosts,
the whole world is full of His glory".
That is, loving respect and openness to others, rather than frank self
indulgence as in Western thought, is the true expression of freedom and
sanctity. When we recite this prayer, our soul, too, ascends to glimpse
the reality described.
Rebbe Rashab explains this idea regarding the three Sabbath prayers and
meals. The Sabbath evening expresses the soul's intense yearning to
escape the spiritual confinement of the secular days. The morning is the
time when the soul truly rests, delighting in the unity with God. By
late afternoon, toward the end of the day, the soul is refreshed and no
longer needs to rest. This is the pinnacle of Sabbath, when the soul is
rested.
That state of being totally rested is the state of absolute freedom
attained on the first night of Passover. No longer needing anything for
oneself, not requiring to escape the humdrum of secularity nor to become
refreshed with the spiritual sustenance of Sabbath, the soul now
naturally expresses its own profound goodness and positiveness like in
the late afternoon of Sabbath. No longer trying to "move up in the
world" or even to enjoy the fruits of success, the soul, now truly
liberated, bursts into joyful songs of praise on Passover's first night,
glowing with love and positive regard for all.
This reality is presented to Israel as a gift on the first night of
Passover. Subsequently, analogous to God's creating ministering angels,
the souls must find ways to express this overwhelming goodness in life.
For this, the natural soul must transcend its selfish tendencies and
ascend to Malchus, to open the gate to this sublime Divine realm.This is
the work of Counting the Omer, leading to Shavuot.
The natural soul's motivation to ascend to Malchut is fear and
love of God,
each deriving from Malchut itself as it attaches to the Oneness
of Atzilut, as
will be explained presently. We experience some of this fear and
love, for
example, in our desire to conform, a much maligned notion.
Modern Western
thought overemphasizes individualism and nonconformity to the
extent that
people are driven - in their urge to conform to the false idol
of nonconformity
- to a parody of individualism.
The urge to conform derives from our profound desire to be part
of the
whole. The idea of being isolated and detached is almost always
anathema to
us. This desire to be part of the whole is called love of the
whole. That whole
of which we speak is termed "the congregation of Israel" in
Cabala, and is an
aspect of Malchut. Moreover, the thought of being cut off and
isolated from
the whole causes us great anxiety. These are instances of the
love and fear
which motivate the natural soul to ascend to Malchut. When the
natural soul
attains the level of Malchut, it attaches thereby to the Oneness
of Atzilut.
From that perspective, Malchut is called One, in Cabala, as the
verse states:
"Hashem is One."
(The foregoing did not intend to parenthetically attack
differences between
people, but rather the ideology of nonconformity, the notion
that wanting to be
like others is a weakness of character. The urge to conform is
an important,
genuine and respectable component of humanity, along with the
many other
characteristics which make each person unique.)
In ascending to the level of Malchut, as we stated earlier, the
natural soul
liberates the holy sparks through love and fear of God. Thus, we
learn that
there were 288 sparks in the original shattering of vessels, 72
corresponding
to the numerical value of chesed, loving kindness, plus 216
corresponding to
the numerical value variously of gevura, power, or the inner
emotion which
engenders using power, yir'a, fear.
The intense surge of liberation of holy sparks is revealed in
the evening
inaugeration of Sabbath, the time of the Sabbath Bride who comes
to cling to
her Husband. Their full unity extending even to our secular
creation is
expressed during the Sabbath day, a time of love and
tranquillity, as described
above.
More pointedly, on Seder night, the soul automatically flies
upward, in love
with and uniting with God, its liberator. This state of merger
brings true
freedom, and the successive period is for absorbing and
elucidating the
meaning and implications of this Godly merger. This is the
remainder of
Passover, during which the aura of this holy merger is still
immediate, and the
ensuing period of counting the Omer, when the Godly perspective
is drawn
even into the secular domain. The culmination is Shavuot,
festival of the giving
of Torah, represented by the wise passengers in the parable.
Attaining Malchut and thereby accessing Atzilut does something
more than
elevate the soul. It actually elevates the Divine realm of
Atzilut itself. By
elevating holy sparks, Malchut itself is elevated and connects
with the realm
of Infinity in a more encompassing and higher fashion. The
potential for this
elevation is infinite, limited only by the spiritual root of the
holy spark liberated
concomitantly.
The elevation of Malchut is termed "an arousal from below"
because it
employs the energies from the created worlds to ascend to
Atzilut to
stimulate and receive "an arousal from above", from a realm of
reality quite
above and different from that of the created worlds. Until
ascending to
Atzilut, revealed reality is secular and mundane. Only an
arousal from below
through accepting the yoke of Heaven, especially in the practice
of Torah and
Mitzvot, reveals the arousal from above, the Godly, infinite
character of
reality called Atzilut.
We can compare this to a journey. Before arriving someplace, we
do not
know what it is like even though it is through our own efforts
that we arrived
there. Our efforts to arrive are like the arousal from below,
and what we find
there is like the arousal from above. This is analogous to the
driver and horse
in the Rebbe Rashab's parable. They are crucial to supply the
energy for
arriving at the destination, but can not attain the Torah wisdom
of their
passengers. That wisdom is attained only by transcending the
horse and
driver. Beyond this, however, the Tohu energies of horse and
driver can bring
the wise men to new and never before explored territories.
Anyone who has
tasted the delicious and exotic waters deep within the territory
of Torah can
attest to this.
Every arousal from below provokes an arousal from above, and the
potential
for elevation is infinite, limited only by the extent and
character of the arousal
from below. Thus, Malchut reveals the infinite potential in
Atzilut.
Thus, for example, from a lower level of arousal from below is
revealed that
there must be a God, connection to God through faith, perhaps
despite
contrary evidence of the senses and of the mundane mind set. A
higher level
of arousal from below transcends the mundane mind set and
connects to God
whose existence is independent of the world and requires no
confirmation. A
still higher arousal from below reveals God's awesome reality in
a manner that
renders mundane matters insignificant.
Similarly, in the realm of performing the Mitzvot, a lower
arousal from below
would bring a person to remember that he is obligated to do the
Mitzvot
because of his allegiance and commitment to them or because of
fearing
reprisal or loving God and His ways. A higher level of arousal
from below
brings intense involvement in the mitzvah. A still higher level
of arousal brings
performance of the mitzvah with little consideration of anything
else. Thus, for
example, one would give great amounts of charity without regard
to personal
security. (Obviously, one can not aspire to the latter kind of
level for selfish
motivations; it must be genuine. If one has not really reached
the level, acting
as if one has would usually lead to failure. Also, obviously,
great strictness in
performing some Mitzvot such as charity to others, at the
expense of other
Mitzvot such as those regarding love and respect of family who
are also
among those others whom one is commanded to love as oneself,
often defeats
the whole purpose.)
The main blessings of each festival are the new, increased
awareness of their
significance. Each year, Passover and counting the Omer is
different from the
preceding ones. The self-transcending arousal from below -
refraining from
Chometz, eating Matzoth, respecting the laws of the holiday, and
counting the
Omer, imbued with the spiritual exertion to attain a deeper
understanding and
appreciation of the significance of the festival - liberate each
individual in a
unique way and bring each person to their own, special encounter
with the
Divine which is the real, eternal content of Judaism.
Yechezkel Gold is a psychotherapist who lives with his family in Jerusalem
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from the April 2000 Passover Edition of the Jewish Magazine
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